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Sumudu Desilva: California Dreamin'

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Migrating from Sri Lanka to the United States with her family wasn’t easy for Sumudu Desilva, but she now feels at home in the Bay Area.

Acclimating to moving abroad at 40 is almost like falling in love. There’s a lustful initial novelty like in a new relationship, that steadily wanes as time wears on, and expenses and bills start to trickle in.

Disembarking from the plane six years ago, I was elated. A warm fuzzy feeling emanated from the pit of my stomach as I walked out of the Tom Bradley terminal at LAX with two kids, and six suitcases, to a fresh start in America, my new home.

Life in Sri Lanka had not been uncomfortable, but I wanted my kids to experience living somewhere else, just as my own family had made the switch from England to Sri Lanka when I was young.  I had fallen in love with California as a newly married and wanted my children to experience the state I loved.

As routine sets in, so does frustration. I applied for so many jobs and was turned down so many times that I realized starting new also meant starting from the bottom. I found myself waitressing and valet parking with workdays stretching from the morning till 10pm and even midnight.

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Looking back at those years I feel life tested me not once, but twice. Initially as I stepped over the threshold of adulthood at 21, when I got married, and then again at 40. The times when I felt like just giving up and calling it quits were far too many to count. Even though I longed for the familiarity of the life I knew before America, sometimes not having options is the best option.

My love story with America has had its ups and downs. After those initial tough years, I decided to shift gears and go back to school, earning my bachelor’s degree at UC Berkeley where I am now pursuing graduate studies. I embraced new opportunities as well as challenges. Through it all, I am certain about one thing – I’ve found my place. This journey isn’t over—I’m still growing and evolving—but I know I am where I belong. I am home.

With a Perspective, I am Sumudu Desilva.

Sumudu Desilva migrated to California in 2018 with her two children from Sri Lanka where she worked as a high-ranking government official. 

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